Some days are life changers. Today is one of those days. I am waiting this morning for a fellow to come and put a For Sale sign in front of our home. As we have anticipated this big change, I have felt very anxious, but as the day is finally here, I am surprised that the anxiety has subsided to a large degree. I feel remarkably at peace as I note the closing of a chapter.
That's ALL it is! What an epiphany. It truly is merely the closing of a chapter in a book filled with joy and wonder. And the expectation for the next chapter is joyful and purposeful--no excuses, no regrets, no hesitation. It is, in fact, a great blessing that we have the opportunity to build a new home. And it's going to be a wonderful home--built with the objective of being a gathering place to draw together our growing family. Our children and grandchildren will comfortably be able to come home as often as they desire. My job will be to make certain they desire that OFTEN.
I can do this! I feel the Lord's blessings everyday as I press forward with this project. And He is filling me with His Peace at a time that I had worried so much about.
It's ALL Good. It really is. Why am I such a worrier? Has life never managed to turn out for my good in some way? It does. It always manages to teach me something and have my peace restored eventually. I do not understand all the mysteries of God, but I KNOW that He loves me! Of this I am certain. He manifests His love in so many ways. And today, He has filled me with peace.
And THAT is a miracle.